Many of you know I am taking a literature course on monsters in literature. My final paper which is due in 2 increments each of 15 pages, has been a real struggle. I'm finding it difficult to tie my thoughts together. I've wrestled with this for several weeks now. I'm intending to write on monsters in children's literature and how post modernist American monsters in children's lit. fly-in-the-face of Anglo-Saxon traditional monsters. So, there you have it. I've written about two sentences on the topic. I only need say 6000 more sentence by May 1st. Really, the whole thing is scary. I'm less afraid of monsters at this point than I am of writing a paper. The paper is a monster in and of its self.
To say I'm overwhelmed at this point is, well, a prodigious understatement. I can't believe I'm thinking a C would be an okay grade. My GPA is high and would suffer only slightly by the blemish of a C...But I would be so disappointed in myself. It is, after all, the capstone paper in my academic career. I'm taking this class two semesters earlier than I should. I'm a senior, but I have several other litt. courses to take before I graduate. I begged...pleaded and whined to get into this course under this professor. He's the best! A surly, out of the box, refusing to live by the rules, always bumping up against any confinement, kind of guy. Reminds me of what Wesley will be like as an adult; who am I kidding, that's what he's like now! In a way he's everything I wish I was. But, I'm too conscious of what others think of me. I believe he sees himself as a facilitator to our education, while many other professors see themselves as hurdles which students must get over. He refuses to let you fail. That's great for me! It gives me a sense of confidence when I don't have it within. Since I want to impress him I better get back to my research. I'd hate to let the old kilt wearing kinsman down.
March 28, 2008
Writers block...
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I'm SO PROUD of you!!! Reading your frustration about such a large paper makes me anxious when thinking about only a 5 page paper in most of the classes that I signed up for and then cancelled out of in the past. You give me confidence to try again. The professor sounds like the perfect fit for you at this time in your progression of your degree. He is an encourager for his students to succeed. You will find the 6000 words you need. God will supply your vocabulary (I Cor. 1:30--God gives you wisdom).
Love you,
Tina
P.S. Last evening I hosted a lingerie party for Anessa Gold, Chris' baby!!! We had a lovely time. I mentioned to her that we may see you, Chuck and the boys and Chris sends her love to you and is ready for us all to get together again for a diva night...sometime in '08!!
So how are post modern monsters different than Anglo-Saxon monsters?
Bob, post modern children's mosters have been invited into our homes, we have tamed them & redeemed them (ex. "Where the Wild Things Are", "Monsters Inc.")their entertainment value is for laughter, while Anglo-Saxon monsters lived on the edges, they were considered 'others', they didn't wear clothing, they carried a club, and certainly didn't live with us and make us laugh in any manner. Their similiarities are their comment on our social, political and economic systems. Since the beginning of time, we have created monsters/giants and are both repelled and drawn to them.
There is a great deal of biblical connection to monsters/giants. That's been enjoyable to study.Frustrating to talk about in a class of people (prof. included) who believe that the Garden of Eden was a metaphorical garden only.
Thanks for asking!
Tina, Thanks for your confidence. I have been praying. It's coming slowly.... You too can do this. Five pages is a tough nut to crack when you haven't done it in a long time. You have a great support system of educated family members to help you.
Looking forward to seeing you guys. Your in my prayers for safe travel.
SO enjoyed our time with you today and the family at Pitman. Only regret is that Chuck wasn't able to worship with us. The fellowship was delicious and wonderful. The land is awesome and God is truly working in this new project for the congregation. Dan and Steve are a great team. We know that God has a plan for the Cedars family, we're just anxious for the plan to development!!! We will have to do it again, hopefully before Memorial day weekend. The boys are so handsome and polite....all of them :-D Stay intouch. You are ALWAYS in our prayers and especially at this time.
Hey, how did the open house go today?!?!?!?
Love you sis, you are very dear to me! I'm going to look into a class... at least look into it :-D
I too enjoyed your visit. The only good about how rushed we were, is that it left me hungry for more time with the two of you. Chuck is very disappointed, but torn, whether to provide or visit.
The open house went well. There were 5 who came through three seemed very interested, two of the three were likely candidates. The realtor will follow up with them later this week.
I was very tired today. I was up until 12am, and then tossed and turned for another hour. That may have been what you saw in my eyes.
I came home and slept for an hour, and then hit the books.
Thank you for your prayers. We pray several times a day, and know that God is in control and we are safe in his care. Some days are easier than others.
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